I haven’t thought about him awhile until last morning. Its crazy how someone can extend so much love towards you, and then pull back without saying goodbye. I don’t think I’ve ever been screwed over so hard in my life, no matter how perverted that sounds haha. I guess it’s the people that mean the most to you, that have the advantage to hurt you the most in life. I don’t know what happened, but it happened and there’s nothing I can do but to sit back. No matter what he’ll always be my first love, and the guy I trusted the most. I sat on a fucking smelly train without food for three days to see him. And I guess I’m pissed that he was a douchebag and broke up with me by changing his facebook status to single, when he was supposed to call me that day and talk things over. Nick likes Kylie again. It’s kind of cute. He deserves her.