I think it’s kind of sad that I got pissed off enough to write another one. I’ve come to realize I have a pretty shitty boyfriend. I mean he says that he tries to balance things out between me and his friends. But yet hes so much happier when their there, so I let him. And it’s gotten to the point where I want to leave him. He barely kisses me as much as I want him to, and these days I just hear ‘I love you too’s”. As the days past I start thinking about Nick again, then I just get really pissed, because I shouldnt have to. I think I’m preparing myself now, for the heart break ahead, when I do leave him. A few days of sorrow will be better for me in the long run. All in all, I’m done with this shit.