November 2009
2 posts
making a new one.
this one reminds me of you too much.
and thats never a good thing.
I love you.
Your always the one I lean to.
And I adore you for that.
October 2009
22 posts
Nickrad Gharivand.
I haven’t thought about him awhile until last morning. Its crazy how someone can extend so much love towards you, and then pull back without saying goodbye. I don’t think I’ve ever been screwed over so hard in my life, no matter how perverted that sounds haha. I guess it’s the people that mean the most to you, that have the advantage to hurt you the most in life. I...
I'm in the pursuit of happiness.
Crush a bit, little bit, roll it up, take a hit Feelin’ lit feelin’ light, 2 am summer night. I don’t care, hand on the wheel, drivin drunk, I’m doin’ my thing Rollin the Midwest side and out livin’ my life getting’ out dreams People told me slow my road I’m screaming out fuck that Imma do just what I want lookin’ ahead no turnin’ back if I fall if I die know I lived it to...
Its 6 in the mornin.
And I’m making ramen noodles:)
I’m dying my hair a blackish blue. I’ll post pics up tomorrow.
I have in in the shittest moods these days and I don’t know why. I’m trying to figure myself out little by little, and so far I’m failing miserably. I’ve been at Ryans house a lot. And I admit I’ve been a complete bitch. He’s been having people over a lot. And they do there thing, blah blah video games. But yet for the past two weeks, the time we spend together...
Feeling pretty good.
In a good way.
Once again, boyfriend.
I think it’s kind of sad that I got pissed off enough to write another one. I’ve come to realize I have a pretty shitty boyfriend. I mean he says that he tries to balance things out between me and his friends. But yet hes so much happier when their there, so I let him. And it’s gotten to the point where I want to leave him. He barely kisses me as much as I want him to, and these...
Humane?
So I was recently thinking about adopting a dog from a shelter, because Id much rather save a dog then to let it die. I looked up several shelters from all over Michigan, wrote down a few, and looked up reviews on each one. One of the reviews on the shelter closest to me really pissed me off. The worst part is that this is a former employee:
“It’s true what he said about the...
Goddamn.
I had a dream about you last night.
Fuck.
I wish you would leave me alone.
I miss you so much, but I hate your guts at the same time.
I dont know.
Boyfriend.
I mean, a good boyfriend isn’t hard to find right? It’s generally easy to show affection when it’s there then to hide affection. Like, if I really fucking like dogs, I’d be easier to say it then to pretend not to like dogs. But relationships can’t be compared to dogs. A good boyfriend to me tells me he loves me, talks to me on the phone, thinks Im special, makes me...
A Theory
Maybe I’m not completely analytical and insane in my own thoughts. Maybe there’s a sane part of me dying to get out and I’m not taking this out of hand. Honestly I have to calm down. Calm the fuck down. I hear all my life people telling me to calm down, never thought I’d tell myself. I’m so stubborn it’s not even entertaining anymore. I want to lay down and be...
The N word.
!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I love you.
So much.
“You’ve taken more than just my sanity”
– Sara Bareilles
So I had this dream of you last night..
and it’s sad to say it was a nightmare.
I’m glad we’re done.
In other words, I havent been able to check this and update it recently, I’m probably making a new one, just in case SOME people still check this. I’m the happiest and most stable I’ve been in a while, and I’m glad I have people in my life who love me...
September 2009
51 posts
Homecoming.
I’m going to 2 this year.
One in Milford and one in Utica.
One with Gary and one with Jake.
This shall be interesting.
But I’m excited though, I was afraid no one would ask me.
Moving to Texas this summer.
Cant wait.
“10425.) One text from you can make my whole day better. This is how I know we...”
– blogsecret
It's official.
Feels like a part of me is missing, but thats what happens when you take for granted something that has been in your life for almost 2 years. I believe that I really did love you, and you definatly didnt waste a year and a half of my life. But whatever happens has has already happened. And I know that for love to be able it has to go both ways. I don’t regret a thing.
I’m a fake bitch and a liar.
No.. thats defiantly false.
My life feels almost complete. I go to Utica, my old friends are back in my life, I’ve met some people that really care for me, I’ve grown up, and I recently broke up with a guy that was just holding me back. I realized that this is my life and I’m going to make the best of it. The point is, I’m getting my license, my fake i.d., and the fun is just beginning.
"Tina you've become dull, boring."
Bitch I’ll show you dull and boring.
“this girl has the world
on the outside you see it
but inside somethings...”
– some girl who knows me well.
People
move on.
I don't want to be the girl that loses everything,...
“Babe, I know that it’s your soul but could you bottle it up.”
– Sara Bareilles
Theres so much out there. So many cities, continents, countries, bodies of water. Yet Im sitting here in Michigan. Cold, lonely, and stuck in bad weather.
I wish.
you would stop acting like this. but we cant always have what we want.
You don't say I love you anymore, and it bothers...
tacomuffinz:
(via tinawins)
Neither do you…
Im not the one letting 1,180.2 miles get in between us.
Neither will I. I love you.
You don't say I love you anymore, and it bothers...
I really.
Like this. Im beginning to look forward to it everyday.
Hey Nick,
do what you love, and I’ll always support you<3 oh, and change your layout, I cant leave comments or reblog any of your shit.
